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Insane Sanity

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I N S A N E S A N I T Y
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Only you had the power to drive me to this state of mind-- this sweet insanity. I had pleaded that you didn't, that you leave me alone and let me be as I once was. But now that I dwell here, I find myself no longer rebelling. I have ceased all fighting, all desperation and ill-attempts to not slip into my own private farce world.

It's not nearly as horrible as earth's vast majority incorrectly assume it to be. As opposed to my previous life, it is a haven. I no longer wish to fit in-- to fit into the suit of normality that pure-pressure drives you towards.

So, I thank you. The sense and desire for vengeance upon you no longer courses through my veins. I no longer feel the need to settle the score. I believe the only score needing settlement is the favor that I now owe you for obliviously shoving me so far, so harshly into this. . . this, insanity, if you will.

Perhaps you will join me, some day. I see how you wander around aimlessly, through my new vision, I see you. I silently watch you dwell in a sorrow that you dare not verbally share, not with any human being. Perhaps I will offer you the option of joining me here, and maybe you will come without a dispute.

Just join me, please. As I escape this insane excuse of a sane universe.




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I hated the original outcome to such extremes, that I overcame my laziness and re-manipulated it... and then it turned all macabre on me.
The theme was somewhat inspired by the situation I had been in during the time that I made it- - living with an insane grandmother for the past three weeks, but going to our new place over in San Diego (escaping insanity; aka Nana) in a few days. . . I just twisted it a bit as I attempted to add a more depressing aurora to it. :]

Edit; so I took care of the shadow... I hadn't realized it was visible on the land, the lighting on this particular monitor is so insanely screwed up. It darkens everything about ten times as opposed to what it should be. This screen is abnormally dark, so I couldn't see that the reflection was actually acting as a shitty shadow on the grass as well. I erased that. So now it's only a reflection. Thanks for letting me know-- people of Spiffy. <3 I also re-positioned it a little bit, in hopes that it now correspondents with the sun's direction a little more than it previously had.



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This is very beautiful I love the colors and it all fits together perfectly :)